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lguan -> RE: Lguan's Collection of Poetry. (7/17/2008 11:25:23)
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Letting You Go
What am I supposed to do,
When I feel like you don’t care,
When I feel like I’m about to burst,
From every weight I must bear.
I feel so hopeless now,
Like nothing’s going to change.
My feelings fill me with doubt,
You’re completely out of range.
Everything I have come to feel,
With each second that has come to pass.
My prayers were not fulfilled,
All the things just happened so fast.
I worry for my own safety;
You’re something that has always been,
A pond of crystal clean purity,
Made bitter from within.
I’m worried if I leave you here,
I’ll never be able to heal.
The mere thought of it fills me with fear,
The scars, I won’t be able to conceal.
Yet I’m here seeking gratification,
An appreciation for me;
An important realization,
A message hidden within my pleas.
I wish you could listen,
But, you don’t understand.
You only seek what glisten,
Not what lies within.
Are you everlasting?
Or just morning dew?
Something here as the day is beginning,
But gone before the day is through?
I don’t know what we will do from here,
Or how things are going to turn out.
I don’t know where life will steer,
I’ll just follow any route.
Sometimes I wonder if I’ve made a mistake,
I realize how troublesome those thoughts can be too,
I don't know how much I'll be able to take,
And so I've made my decision to let go of you.
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