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Divortium Quattuor Louis asks me if I can continue the training session or if I would like to go to bed. I need a rest, and I tell him so. He nods and motions towards the elevator, and my heavy feet carry me to the platform. Lily looks after me concernedly, but I keep walking. I need to lie down. The elevator carries me to the door, and I walk down the perpetually echoing hallways. I must have dozed off on my feet, because my head jerks up when my hand meets the cold metal of the doorknob. Opening the door, I collapse onto my bed and fall asleep immediately, without even bothering to take off my shoes. ~ ~ ~ The next morning I am woken up by Patrick, who taps me on the shoulder and says, “Wake up, sleepy. Today’s Saturday! We have a free period until lunch.” I nod and sit up, waiting for him to leave. He does so shortly. I hunch my back and rest my head in my hands, brooding over the events of the night before. How will I face Mikael today? I have RSC two periods after lunch… As if my thoughts are a beacon, my Regiment’s First Officer opens the door hesitantly and walks into the room. I stare at him reproachfully, letting the full force of my horrific childhood memories assail him. He bows his head and sits down on the bunk across from mine. “I am—” he starts, then sighs and opens his mouth again. “I cannot express the depths of my sorrow for the inexcusable crime I have committed.” I nod brusquely, acknowledging but not accepting his apology. “I… I do not ask forgiveness. I merely ask that you realize that I did not know the power of my device. I hope that you can find it in you to trust me—” and here he gives me a significant look, “—and not think of me as an enemy.” “Mikael,” I reply, “I do not think that I can ever recover fully from what you did to me last night. However, I do realize that you made a mistake, and I hold it against your earpiece, not you. But I do hope you know that I can never trust you completely again.” I struggle valiantly to keep my voice from breaking, and succeed with difficulty. He inclines his head for a long moment. Not waiting for him to look up again, I leave the room and hurry towards the Main Hall. Today, as Patrick said, is Saturday, and all of the members of the institution are allowed outside for four hours of the day before resuming classes as normal. I consider going back up to the bunk to change into a new uniform, but I do not want to go back in there with Mikael. I find that everyone else has already exited the enormous building, and walk the well-known route to the door. A Tutelary appointed as a sentinel is guarding the door, making sure nobody sneaks back into the building. I salute him and fire off the words, “Sir! Official Regiment business, sir. I apologize for my tardiness.” Well, it’s not strictly untrue… I was conversing with my First Officer. “Yes… go ahead,” responds the Tutelary in a nasally, haughty voice. I step out of the door and into the bright sunlight. Training Rooms, with their forested appearance, are well and good most of the time, but people need to have real fresh air and real sunlight, not the strange indoor-outdoor stuff of the Rooms. The vast majority of the planet today is covered with buildings, but the institution has a twenty-acre area of fields, rolling hills, and small woods, which the students and Tutelaries are free to roam about in on Saturday mornings. It is autumn. The fields are a golden shade and the trees are just turning auburn and orange, presenting a truly beautiful sight. There are so few wonderful moments in the institution, but this is one of them. With the cattle and sheep grazing in the fields, the bright conflagration of leaves, and the rippling of the grain in the meadows, I feel that this is apt compensation for the horror of the night before. I look for Lily, but she is nowhere to be found, and I am not surprised. Twenty acres is not a small region. I run down the slope towards one of the cow fields to try to find one of my favorite animals. As I get nearer to the grazing beasts, the pungent and glorious smell of their feces enters my nostrils, a welcome relief after the cold sterility of the institution. I see a group of Privates laughing and pushing each other over in a neighboring copse, and can’t stop myself from smiling. It is an unwritten rule that, while in the fields, nobody is anybody else’s superior. Those Privates have as much authority as I do while we are outside. I spot the distinctive markings of my cow, who I call Sally. She has an entirely black face and body with the exception of a white splotch on her side, and I walk up to her and put my hand on her nose. She nuzzles me, and as I am bending over to rest my head on hers I feel a tap on the back. Turning around, I see Maybelle standing in front of me, her long blond hair braided and hanging over her shoulder. A short, red-haired boy walks towards us, stops a few tens of feet away, and just stands there. Strange, I think. “Martin,” she addresses me, her voice lilting softly, “Are you coming?” I look at her sharply. “To what?” “Don’t play stupid with me. I know he sent you a coded note as well.” “You… you got one too?” “Of course I did. You, me, David over there--” here she points to the red-haired boy—“and a few others I don’t know about. Mikael has been extremely close-mouthed about this, as he should be." I reel at the openness with which she talks about the note, having thought previously that Mikael wanted us to keep it a secret. I tell her this, and she responds, “There are ears everywhere in the building. Out here, no one listens. Oh, plus we have some help from David.” She indicates the boy, still standing in the same place. She offers no explanation as to what she means. Frowning, I reply, “How many of—us—are there?” “There are others,” she responds simply. “Again. Are you coming? I heard about what Mikael did to you.” I lean heavily against the cow behind me and rub my forehead with my fingers. “I’m going to need some explanation here.” She sighs. “We know of your distrust of the Arcane Empire. Mikael, being in your Regiment, has observed this over many months. I, too, disagree with the bloody rituals suggested by the Archmage, and hope to at least warn the Mundane population of what is to befall them.” I gape at her. I have always known that I disagree with the Archmage, but this… this is full-scale rebellion. “We could be killed.” “That’s why he chose us in particular. We all have a powerful ability that can be used either to defend us in the event of discovery or to deceive the eyes or confuse the mind, to prevent us from being discovered. You will learn more at the meeting on Monday.” Maybelle turns and starts walking away. I grab her arm. “Wait! How did you know about me if you don’t know any of the others?” “I am in your Arcane History class,” she says. “I saw you perk up when Tutelary Kerrim said ‘Rebellion,’ and I hazarded a guess. If I had been wrong and you had told someone it’d by my word against yours, and to be honest… well, let’s just say I can persuade most of the Tutelaries to believe me.” She smiles coyly, and lets her hand drift up to the first button of her uniform. She toys with the button with her first two fingers before turning again and walking away. I stare at her numbly for a few seconds before turning back to Sally, my mind fiddling with unimportant thoughts like Why do the Tutelaries need grain and cows for food? I’m sure one must have the ability to conjure food. Then I actually get engrossed in that question and think about it until the alarm sounds for us to go back inside. ~ ~ ~ The next few days pass in a blur. I do not remember talking to anyone or doing anything. I was a shell, going through the motions of normal life, waiting. My entire existence was pinned on those words: five o’clock. Monday morning. ~ ~ ~ Finally it came. Mikael touches my shoulder to wake me up, and we both walk silently out of the room towards the Café. We enter, finding no one else there. We wait. Maybelle arrives, followed shortly by Aleksander and the boy I hadn’t recognized in the Cafeteria on the day when everyone had given me the looks. A few minutes later, a short man enters. Mikael gestures for everyone to sit down, and we do so. “David. Would you?” asks Mikael out of nowhere. The boy nods, stands up, and closes his eyes for a moment. I realize that he was the one in the field, the one Maybelle had told me we had “help” from. The room, while not having changed at all, now has an air of quiet, as if a bomb could go off outside it and we would not hear. “Thank you,” nods Mikael to David. He addresses the group, “David’s ability is Silencing. He can make a small area around him completely soundproof, as you have observed.” So that’s how he helped us. David sits down. “Now,” says Mikael, looking around the circle of chairs, “We must introduce ourselves. I, as you all know, am Mikael Rochmononov, First Officer in Arcane Soldier Unit forty-two. My ability is Delving, whereby I call forth an opponent’s most painful memories.” He shoots a glance at me. I look away silently. Maybelle speaks up. “My name is Maybelle Abfuren. I serve as the Leader for ASU 55. I am a Pyromance.” I am taken aback—Pyromances, or fire-controllers, are very rare. Tutelary Kerrim once dedicated an entire lesson to the rarest and most powerful abilities ever encountered in the institution, and Pyromancy had been one of the first ones he mentioned. David, the Silencer seated next to Maybelle, is next. He says in a quiet voice, “I am called David Wallace. I am a Private in Unit 55, working under Maybelle. You know my ability.” As he sits down, his medium-length red hair falls in front of his eyes. He leaves it there. I get the impression that he is extremely shy. Next is the short, pudgy man who had served me in the Cafeteria a few days ago. He coughs wetly into his hand, wipes it on his uniform, and pats his stomach. He is a rather disgusting man, barely five feet tall, and even fatter than Tutelary Wachsberger. He is pale, though, in contrast with Wachsberger’s ruddy complexion. “I,” he wheezes phlegmily, “am Tutelary Ruben. I can Excrete a sticky substance from my hands that can camouflage an area.” He sees the confused looks on the faces of some of the members of the circle, including myself, and sighs. “I’ll show you.” He reaches out his hand. An oozing, pus-like liquid drips from his fingertips and forms a small wall on the floor about an inch high. He concentrates on his hand and the drips turn into a torrent. The wall builds higher and higher until it is at a level with his head. I’m still confused as to what he means by camouflage: all he has done is made a four-foot tall wall of revolting yellow gunk. Then, almost instantly, the entire wall turns transparent—and Tutelary Ruben is not there anymore. I concentrate on the spot where he used to be seated, but my eyes slide around it and I can’t focus on it. “You see?” comes a voice from behind the wall. “The ooze camouflages me.” The wall turns yellow again, and then evaporates. I grimace involuntarily. Seated beside Ruben is Aleksander. He stands up, smiles nervously, and says in a quavering voice, “I am Aleksander Rochmononov, Mikael’s nephew. I am a Private in Unit 71. I can disappear. Well… erm… I can slightly disappear.” He does so, leaving the shimmering haze I had been witness to earlier. Reappearing, he sits back down and folds his long, thin hands on his lap. Everyone in the circle turns to me. I clear my throat. “My name is Martin Fairweather. I am the Second Officer of Arcane Soldier Unit 42. I serve under Mikael, and I can Reflect things.” I flick my hand, concentrating on David. Suddenly there are two of him. Both of him look up in alarm. Smiling, I dismiss the apparition. Mikael is speaking again. “All of you have been called here for your disloyalty to the Righteous Army of the Arcane.” He says “righteous” with a contemptuous sneer. “Now to business. First, we must—” At that moment, something occurs to me. “What about Oliver?” I ask. Mikael frowns at me. “Who?” “Oliver. I remember a few days ago, when I was eating. Everyone here gave me a look, as if they were trying to say something to me. Do you all remember that?” They nod. “Well, before I got into the Cafeteria, Oliver Achilles—Mikael, he was our First Officer before you—gave me the same look.” Mikael furrows his eyebrows. “I know of him, although I have never met him… I did not invite him here, though.” Maybelle laughs. “Him? Ha! I’ve seen him sucking up to the Tutelaries in the halls. He would never betray the Archmage. Also, isn’t he an Honor Arcane? You have to be pretty loyal to the institution to get there.” I feel my stomach tighten—I’m two thirds of the way there myself. “So… why was he looking at me?” I look around the circle perplexedly. Mikael sighs. “I don’t know, Martin. Perhaps he recognized you.” I don’t believe this for a second—the look he gave me wasn’t just a glance of recognition. Mikael looks at me and says, “May I continue?” Embarrassed, I nod. “Well, then. Our first order of business is to confirm whether or not everyone here will be loyal to us. I have observed all of you and am fairly sure that you do not follow the Archmage, but we must be sure. The only way to do this… is to use my ability.” I jump out of my seat, panicked. “No! I will not be—” “Relax, Martin. I will spare you. You all know of what happened to Martin a few nights ago? Yes? Good. I saw that you were disloyal to the cause, Martin. When I was in your head. You do not have to go through the process.” After a delay in which Mikael is asked a series of questions to determine exactly what he will do, he goes around the circle of chairs and Delves into everyone’s minds. I see that he is not wearing his device, which comforts me: nobody else will have to go through what I did. When Mikael is done Delving, he straightens up and says, “Nobody here will betray us. I am satisfied.” "Next, we must establish the rules of engagement for our little group. One, we must never speak of this without protection from David. Two, we should have as much protection as we can at any one time. I will explain this more thoroughly later. Three, we are not to exchange any information, nor are we to interact more than would normally be expected of us.” “So, what about the ‘extra protection’?” Maybelle is looking questioningly at Mikael. “Ah, of course. You see, most of the abilities here can be used to protect us. Martin can reflect things in front of us, so that it looks like there’s a wall in our place, or something else of use. David, of course, can soundproof an area. Aleksander can disappear—not the most useful ability for the group, granted, but very practical if he needs to move unnoticed. Tutelary Ruben can… well, I don’t exactly know how to describe it, but you’ve all seen.” “What about you and me?” Maybelle asks. “Our abilities aren’t exactly defensive.” “I realize this. Our abilities are for… last resorts.” “You mean if we have to kill anyone to stop them from talking.” Her voice is utterly calm, which disturbs me slightly. “Yes. That is what I mean.” Mikael voice is grave, which, strangely, comforts me—at least it’s better than Maybelle’s dry uncaringness. “Are there any other questions before we go on?” Tutelary Ruben raises a thick, pudgy hand. “Shouldn’t we protect ourselves to the maximum… erm… now?” Mikael nods and responds, “Of course, Tutelary. It will serve as a sort of practice session for later meetings. David has already gone, so why don’t you go next, Sir?” Ruben stands up and waddles to the door, his uniform stretched tight under the pressure of his expansive back. Raising both of his arms, he conjures a wall of puslike ooze that quickly fills the doorframe. It turns perfectly clear, leaving the door apparently obstruction-free. Turning back to us he rasps, “If anyone were to—ahem—open the door, they’d see an empty room.” He lumbers back to his seat. “Martin. You next.” Mikael indicates me. I think for a few seconds, wondering what to Reflect, and then look over to another portion of the cafeteria. The chairs are still set up around the tables. My mind sparks. Since I realized that mirrors improve my ability, I have taken to carrying a small hand mirror around with me. Taking it out, I aim it at the vacant area. Using my ability and the mirror together, I Reflect the empty area through where we are seated. The result is quite strange. Whenever I look at something within our circle of chairs out of the corner of my eye, it begins to morph and merge with the area I Reflected, but if I look straight at the same thing I see it normally. I step out of the circle and see, to my pleasure, an empty area of seats. Stepping back into the circle, everyone reappears. “It works,” I say. Mikael looks at me in surprise. “Very good work, Martin. If I were a Tutelary, I’d give you an honor.” Ruben looks at me. “I, however, am a Tutelary. What would you say if I gave you one?” My eyes widen. “But… that would mean I wouldn’t have class with Mikael… I wouldn’t have any reason to communicate to any of you. Wouldn’t it be suspicious if I tried to talk to one of you? And also, where would I say I’d gotten the honor? They do ask, you know. I couldn’t tell them ‘Oh, Tutelary Ruben gave me one while we were convening in the Café during a secret midnight meeting organized by Mikael to overthrow the Archmage,’ could I?” “Hmm… I suppose you couldn’t.” Mikael is looking thoughtful. “But it would be quite useful to have a spy among the Honor Arcane. Martin, you do have two honors, don’t you?” I cringe and look around the circle. Maybelle is trying—and failing—to hide her disgust at the fact that I’m almost an Honor Arcane, having made her hate for them clear a few minutes earlier. Ruben speaks up again. “Wait! I have an idea. Suppose you do this same piece of Reflection—or something like it—tomorrow, say in the halls, when I’m near. Then I can see you ‘legitimately,’ and I can give you a third honor.” I’m impressed at how quickly the fat man came up with the justification for me getting a third honor: he speaks so thickly and so little that I had previously assumed he must be mentally deficient. But my first impression was wrong, just as it was with Aleksander. “I—I suppose I could do that.” Mikael inclines his head. “Alright. As for the problems with communication… I have seen Honor Arcane keep ties with non-honor friends. That would not be an obstacle. Are there any other questions? No? Good. To the third item on our agenda.” Mikael stands up, folds his hands in front of him, and starts pacing back and forth behind his chair. “I am sure many if not all of you are wondering what our main purpose here is. I cannot directly answer that question, however, because I do not know the answer myself. That is what we are here tonight to decide. Should our goal be to kill the Archmage? To destroy the institution? To warn the Mundane? To—” Ruben again speaks up. “To sabotage the brainwashing.” Every eye in the circle snaps directly to him. He clears his throat, blinks, clears his throat again, and says, “Yes. The brainwashing. You had to have noticed that the vast majority of the people in this institution are all too ready to kill innocents? To torture helpless people, to enslave or murder countless oblivious, harmless individuals? Why do we not have this same readiness?” Maybelle frowns. “We just have… better morals?” “And why doesn’t everyone else have ‘better morals?’ What makes them different from us? What allows them to kill remorselessly, to talk of ‘evicting’ the Mundane without even a quirk of an eyebrow, without a change in facial expression, without caring? Maybelle, you may be able to talk of killing your fellow Arcane without regret, and while that does not indicate the most superior moral values, it is understandable to want to get back at the people who capture unknowing Mundane civilians and hunt them!” Ruben is practically shouting now, and has risen out of his chair. I realize that I have done the same. Despite his rather disgusting appearance, this man is extremely charismatic. Looking around, I see that Maybelle and David as well as Aleksander are also on their feet. Mikael, who was already standing, is leaning against his chair, staring mesmerized at Ruben. “I will tell you what lets them.” The Tutelary’s lips are curled in a disgusted grimace. “At birth. Directly after birth. They take every single infant and put them in a room. I have seen this room. It is large and white, and there is a screen in the ceiling. The children are forced to stare at this screen. It plays twenty-four hours a day, images of Mundane killing, raping, torturing. I do not know how, but they make it very clear in these images that it is Mundane, not Arcane, that are doing these things. For the first six months of life, the infants are fed, given water, and taken care of—never leaving the white room for a second. After six months, they are released into the Nurturing Wing. They grow up and become murderous, conscienceless monsters.” The room becomes very, very quiet. After a full thirty seconds of silence, Aleksander’s voice pushes up out of the stillness. “Why are we different?” Ruben looks at him incredulously. “Don’t you know? Haven’t you figured it out?” We shake our heads. Ruben sighs. He sits down and leans back. “None of us were born here.”
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