Sinf's Poetry

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Thoughts

So little...
So small...
Concentrated...
You have none,
Or you have 'em all.

There's so many,
And so few.
One may be old,
One may be new.

Nothing less,
Nothing more.
What a thought is?
Make a guess.

Death

Darkness,
There is nothing to see.
After 20 years in prison,
I'm finally free.
No shackles can hold me now,
I am beyond reach.

My punishment is done.
My life has now ended,
But my journey has just begun.
Traveling through endless darkness,
Maybe there is a light in the end of my journey.
Will I find my paradise,
Or wander in eternity?

Pain

Love always leads to anger and pain.
Some feelings may be false,
The only real feeling you know,
Is the pain inside of you.

In time you will come to understand
Without pain,
You’re not human.
With you missing,
I am feeling human again.

Regret

I wish I hadn't hurt you,
But now it’s too late.
You don’t talk to me anymore.
I wish this hadn’t happened,
And everything was like before

Another day without you,
Another day of sorrow.
My last wish is that this wasn’t true.

I will end this nightmare,
Once and for all.
Everyone will forget me,
As life goes on.

I will disappear into the night,
and never return.
As I run through the forest,
The moon appears.
It lightens up everything,
But I do not care.

In the middle of the forrest,
There is a lake.
The water is completely dark,
I can't even see the bottom.
Slowly I'm walking into the water,
Preparing myself for the end.

I'm sinking,
My view is becoming blurry.
I turn around and look towards the moon,
The last bubble leaves my mouth.

Changes

There was a time,
That I remember.
It was a happy time,
But now it's gone.
And I want it back.
I hate changes,
But I can't stop them.

There was a time,
When everything was perfect.
I wished I never would grow up,
And never have to worry,
About a thing again.
I want that time back,
When I actually had a friend.

Nightmare

In the deepest corners of my mind,
darkness exists.
I supress it, I have no control.
Dreadful creatures, gruesome thoughts.
Paralyzed, and can't run.
I this state, it feels like I'm dead.

Dead, but still alive.
Happiness doesn't exist,
only grief.
A curse of agony,
is what it is.
You wake up, it dissappears

Amicitia

A few years ago,
I sat alone.
Alone in the dark,
Without knowledge and faith.
I made you frustrated,
but you didn't give up on me.

After a while,
I finaly understood.
How to understand,
you.
We fought together,
against vicious beasts.
Fighting for the holy,
Fighting for the pure.

Calling upon the light,
to smite foul creatures.
When I was sure it was my last breath,
You sacrificed yourself for me.
You stared into my eyes,
as I saw the life fade.

You were always there for me,
but not anymore.
You gave me faith and knowledge,
but also a very good friend.
Sometimes I look at the sky,
and think it should have been me.

Confusion

Before, I didn’t need worry about these things.
Now,
it’s impossible to not.
Love,
bad or good?
I’m confused,
why do I feel like this?
I feel like, there's a dark cloud over me,
ready to pour all its rain over me.
If I only knew,
what she's thinkin'
It’s like I’m a puppet,
and she is controlling me.
Does she know that I exist?
I think not.