cerebus141 -> RE: Grandma's Cookies (and other future works) (10/18/2013 4:05:31)
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Transatlantic Movements Movement One: Two Meanings of Lost Technology never ceases to amaze me. Seven hours away on the coast of West Africa In a country where kids rummage through Piles of rubbish just to find a piece of junk That will get them through another day. Seven hours away, in the least developed country I can talk to my parents over the phone. The country that they're in is of no relevance, But rather the conversation at hand. See, here I am in the Mountain West of America And I'm homesick. Yes! I am a long way from home. But it doesn't fill me with joyful melodic progressions That take my mind to a beautiful soundscape. Instead, it's like seeing the light at the end of a tunnel. But the tunnel is a blanket, and it suffocates me before I can get home. After a few moments of stuttered silence, broken only by the sounds of me choking back tears, The only thing I can manage to say is: "I miss home" Only I don't say home, because it doesn't matter where it is Home is not a geographical location, But rather an emotional connection, and I'm not connected here. It's not that I don't know where I am, I know that perfectly clear. The salty smell in the air, With the dry crispness that comes from all four seasons Of this mountainous desert, Remind me every morning when I wake up of where I am. That's not the type of lost I experience. I'm at the exit of the labyrinth that I've been wandering Through my whole life, but I just have a gut feeling. Perhaps the gateway to heaven is an illusion. See, the place I'm at now doesn't resemble the place I need to be. It's like a badly drawn caricature I paid five dollars for. Or was it pounds, or euros? Although my body resides here, My heart is elsewhere. Movement Two: My Home is a Memory Hindsight is a witch, not a dog, though female in both cases. A witch that puts you under a spell That traps you into a prison of regret And clothes your emotions with self-loathing. This is supposing that you've made a mistake. I have. My greatest sin is taking life for granted. I haven't seen a friend die yet, and I hope, I hope to God in Heaven I'm there in person when it happens. But I've killed the person I could have been because I didn't care about who I was then. I'm still amazed that I can talk to the future. "I miss the parks" My mum replied, "You never walked in them" "I miss museums" "You never visited them" "I miss the food" "You rarely ate out" What do I miss then? Hindsight's a that will bite you on the ankle. I'm talking about dogs here, in case you didn't notice. She keeps us trapped looking back, missing those opportunities we already lost, As the ones we have now just fly past us, joining the collage of regrets. Movement Three: A Perfect Circle Broken Just turn around. Look forward. Listen harder. Smiler larger. Reach further. One opportunity is rushing toward you Like the fastest car in the world. Blink, and it's gone. Make sure to grab it, And hold on for the ride of your life. Edited to remove profanity. Please refrain from using profanity more severe than ass, damn, or crap in the future. Thank you! -Faerdin
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