ChaosRipjaw
How We Roll Winner Jun15
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She had the skill. Her two opponents converged in a two-pronged attack, though that was as far as their organization went. Wild, unbridled fury. She had the driving will. She raised her swords, ready to defend, but the lion-headed one suddenly staggered, throwing her rhythm off. “No no no! Don’t pay attention to me, New friends!” it yammered. It cackled maniacally, then shuddered and tore at its face with its claws. It screamed, “Keep playing! You’ve so much more kindness to give one another! Why, when I met my best friend, we played so much that she almost saved me even as I saved her!” But they had the weapons. Then before anyone could react, it let loose a bloodcurdling howl. A cacophony of guttural roars, a dozen different beasts rolled into one, slammed into her and the dragon-scaled. She did not fear animals, for she had the occasion to lurk in the wilderness alone, keeping Ruin far from civilization. Animals never had Ruin, so she often ignored them. Certain predators however, frightened by the Ruin, had at times tried to attack her. She did not fear animals, but she instinctively backed off. And they had the numbers. Her other remaining opponent did no such thing. The dragon-scaled was on her in an instant. And so once again, they crossed swords. Except for one difference. Her opponent stabbed viciously, not at her but at the vessel. No room to maneuver — so she let herself fall back while simultaneously bending one knee — she shifted her left grip so that she clamped the hiltless sword between her thumb and open palm and thrust it over her shoulder. The point hit the metal floor, stopping her fall. The thrust missed the vessel by an inch, but now she was balancing it on her forehead. The dragon-scaled woman hissed fiercely, and before she could roll out of the way, the former’s black sword had buried itself into the edge of the vessel. Hold the Ruin. She slashed back, but her sword clanged uselessly against the dragon-scaled woman’s metal arm. The latter jerked back, and the Vessel Bearer suddenly felt a wonderful, yet eerily familiar lightness— Too late, she realized, as she spun around —- the lightness! The vessel, her burden, her curse— — was falling. Slipped from its spot. Time seemed to slow as the aged vessel tumbled toward the cold metal ground, the dead silence its descent echoing with a fearsome finality no roar could hope to match. What was a lid without a vessel to put it on? Unwittingly, she opened her mouth to scream. The vessel shattered. And the entire world exploded. She did not hear herself scream, scream despite having no hope to cling to. She did not hear the crash, despite having no sight to distract from. She convulsed and both hands were cut by the hiltless swords, fresh blood gushing, her fingernails puncturing her palms, despite there being no pain too great. It is a moment, but it feels like an eternity. She cannot truly see it, but she can certainly sense it. The puddle of Ruin from before instantly vanished, all of it rushing, screaming in delight out of the shattered, disintegrated vessel. All of it, years and years of Ruin, released. She has not held the Ruin. The first drop hits her face. Then the next. And the next. And the next and the next. And the next and the next and the next and the next and the next— And it seeps into her heart and her lungs and her skull and her stomach and her liver and her guts and her brain and her eyes and her tongue and her bones and her blood— Her heart beats frantically, but her system fights at nothing, for it is nothing. It comes, harsh yet soothing, furious yet gentle, and her body screams in protest yet cries in its embrace. You finally let go. And let go. The last line. She opens her eyes. Eyes she has not seen in a mirror for years and years but she still remembers their color. Eyes blazing golden. And now she truly sees for the first time. Reactivated neurons sear information directly into her brain. She screams, but it is as though a different person were speaking, no longer held down by the vessel. “IT IS BEAUTIFUL.” You have failed … or perhaps you have succeeded. She has sworn, as her flesh withered, as her bones crumbled, to hold the Ruin. She must always hold the Ruin. But she remembers. She remembers hope. She remembers sight. She remembers pain. Its power pulsates through her veins, making her feel alive in a way she never has before. It is a rush of energy, of transformation, of pure potential. No! You must hold the Ruin! But this voice seems smaller now. Insignificant. “And so I shall,” she says. It is like a dam has broken, and the waters of knowledge come rushing home. “Hey xiaoguniang,” says what seemed to be the biggest and burliest of the soldiers. His voice is concerned. “What’s a petite girl like you doing all the way out here?” The others laugh nervously. “Does she even understand you?” “What if she’s also deaf?” “Can you even talk, girl?” “I’m talking to you,” the big soldier says, placing a hand on his shoulder as though to alert her. So much Ruin, she thinks. You have so much Ruin. She raised her right sword and with its tip, lowered the blanket protecting the baby’s face. The baby, not even a year old, stared wide eyed back at her. To be so young and to have witnessed so much, she thinks. You have so much Ruin. She has the young warrior clad in soft white and blue, turned red with wounds, kneeling at her feet. “Join us, the Snow Leopards,” he cries, “we can end this war!” You have a vision, she thinks. You have so much Ruin. The Locust assassin is helpless. “It doesn’t matter if you kill us,” he spits. You have determination, willing to sacrifice yourself, she thinks. You have so much Ruin. “Let’s call a truce,” Silk Mirage suggests. You do not see me as merely an enemy; rather you are open to change, she thinks. You have so much Ruin. Her enemy, the dragon-scaled swordswoman, stands before her. Your family guides your hand, both the false one and the one remaining, she thinks. You must have suffered much, just as the baby, the soldiers, and the enemies we are sworn to cut down to size. You have so much Ruin. And what about me? Will I ever be free? Because I too, have so much Ruin. She remembers faintly, the symbols that appeared above herself and the others in this realm. A black wheel with swirling spokes. She will hold the Ruin, because her bones can take it. She will hold the Ruin, because her flesh can withstand it. For she embraces the pain, as it is only natural. For she opens her eyes, and sees what is true. For she senses … Her longcoat settled, and she lowered her swords slightly. They were slathered in blood, the warmth of which echoed her pumping heart. Her hair blew faintly, as though blown by a faint wind. A few threads of her eyepatches drifted toward the floor before dissolving into dust. Her golden eyes blazed as she bared her teeth. “You’re right,” she said harshly. “My Ruin.”
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