Ronin Of Dreams
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As Connen-Nuete stared blankly towards the azure skies above, he was slowly realizing just how bothered he was about his current circumstances. It went far beyond the physical discomforts of his combustible disguise. Sure, the cloak itself was badly tailored and well-worn into his father’s build, so it draped poorly over his leaner frame. So too was the wig driving him mad with an incessant itch, though he found the bits he had plastered to his eyebrows worse still. Anytime he furrowed his brow it felt like a pair of wooly caterpillars were wriggling around in a many-legged swing jig. Heck, even walking in that heel-to-toe gait of plantigrade humanity pinched uncomfortably at the arches of his bandaged feet. Yet those were all self-inflicted nuisances of physicality. He could look past those. It was, he was coming to realize, simply the fact that he was in Bren. Had things gone more to plan, he shouldn’t even be here. The Business certainly had put forth incredible efforts to keep his father from ever setting foot in this mecca of civilization. Stubborn and motivated as the collective host of F.E.R.R.E.T.kind had been, however, Hadin was more stubborn still. They had only been able to buy their second-eldest brother two years to prepare for today. Two precious, irreplaceable years to scramble for martial knowledge enough to hold his own on a field of combat. Seven hundred or so nights to gently infiltrate his father’s mind just in case today ever came. Perhaps it had always been inevitable that this day, today, would come. Where Connen-Nuete would be staring into the sky while his father remained in a psychically induced sleep. Safe in one of Bren’s many inns a few miles down Supplicant’s Way while his son took his place in the competition itself. Though his father would treat that as a betrayal of trust to the highest degree, Con wondered if the sun shining down on Bren would judge him for it. After all, it had shone down upon his younger brother Lucar-Narash with the warmth of a triumphant Hero...yet his many degrees great-nephew Lodesh-Tinphair had been sunbathing in the warmth of the embarrassed Fool. He certainly didn’t feel very heroic this morning, but that didn’t automatically condemn him to being foolish. Ah well, he would simply have to make the best of it. No one else was forcing him to replace his father, that was his own doing. A bit of the classic Gan-Kar stubbornness at work perhaps. A desire to do things right where his father had the idea all wrong and sideways. He must have furrowed his brow though. Con felt an explosion of unpleasant tingles radiating through his forehead from those execrable false eyebrows, alongside the brush of a soft psychic whisper. ’I hope you don’t lose focus this easily inside the Arenas…’ He stirred himself back to the reality around him, the gaze of his citrine eyes glancing first around the crowd then downwards to one of the pockets of his purloined cloak, where he met the stare of a pair of beady sapphire eyes of a very peculiar stoat. “Mn. Relax, little sister,” he mused softly. Con blinked down at her before getting back to scanning the crowd. The pair of them were looking for someone who might design to carry the stoat safely amidst the crowd to watch from the stands. Someone who might prove sympathetic to the sibkin of the Business. In fact, they had someone specific in mind, if only one of them could keep his head out of the clouds and continue looking. “Just currently a bit out of sorts for what I had to do to Da earlier is all.” The soft response in his mind was far beyond words, conveying a mix of blatant disbelief alongside a silent sympathy. Then she climbed out of his pocket to his shoulder before veritably sashaying - Con could certainly tell even if a human couldn’t - along his arm to perch upon the top of his stave. Con barely avoided a very un-elderly snort of laughter as he shook his head at the sight. ‘It’s happened. You did what was necessary and according to plan. Just focus on the Now already.' It was a reassuring reminder from his diminutive sibling. Ferretkind simply did not dwell in the past once a decision was made. Sure, they attempted to learn from it and there was always a time for storycraft and tale-spinning where more notable events were recounted. They just didn’t tend to let decisions weigh them down moment to moment. Kept themselves free with the presence of mind to tackle the consequences as they came, whether planned or unplanned. “Right. Right...guess that’s Da’s upbringing showing, and all the time I’ve spent nonstop as a humanoid since we found out about this whole…thing.” Con shook his head again, careful to disturb the itchy mass of false hair as little as possible, before scanning the crowd within the walls of the Arena Complex once more. That was the problem of searching for a specific person in a crowd as vast as the throng of Championship spectators. It was like scrounging for a needle amidst a haystack - and he certainly couldn’t just burn the chaff away here. They weren’t even fully certain that the person in question would be here. Just a reasonable suspicion buoyed by the past experiences of his sibkin. Citrine irises flashing as his eyes darted back and forth looking for needles, anyone even close to whom they were looking for. Needles...needles… The flash of straw-hued hair… A wavy pin holding the hair in place… Emerald eyes - the natural kind - narrowed with hints of suspicion and levelled in his general direction… Connen-Nuete blinked in surprise mostly at that last detail. Tilting his head slightly, he glanced to his sister still perched atop his father’s stave as he asked, “Is that who I think it is?” 'She certainly fits the parameters, after considering likely growth. Besides, look at her wrist.' Con’s gaze flicked back towards the young lass in the distance. Unnervingly, she was still looking in their direction but he tried to pay it no mind as he sought sight of her wrists through the throng of attendees. It took a few long moments before he managed to catch a flash of faded scarlet silk. Far too coincidental when matched with that particular pin in her hair. “Mmm, brother Lucar-Narash always did have wonderful taste in clothes. Bold of her to turn it into a wrist scarf...but yes, I think we’ve found her at last. That’s a thane’s scalebreaker being used as a hair pin.” ‘Lodesh-Tinphair gave away a scalebreaker? He never mentioned that.’ His sibling’s surprise was filled more with mirth than reproach. Rather than smirk in response, however, Con began to scowl lightly. “Mn. Why should he have? He idolized the Lightsplitter and would certainly have left a token himself after having run into her.” ‘We are in agreement then. She seems curious enough, staring at us so. Shall we call her over?’ Con barked out in harsh laughter before shaking his head negatively. Not only did the movement draw his sibling’s attention back towards him, it gave him ammunition to feed his scowl, deepening it at the wave of irritation that bloomed across his scalp and brow. She only had to read his expression to know what he had in mind. It would almost be creepy to hear their next words be in perfect unison, had the stoat’s reply not been telepathic. “Playfight? Playfight.” ‘Playfight? Playfight.’ Though they had never actually deigned to call it such, a playfight was both game and practice amidst the kits of the Business. Con was usually roped into playfights to garner the attention of Hadin himself, as a means of introducing the Godfather of the Business to one of the kits who felt needy for his attention. The more theatrical the better too, in order to help the old man’s memory cement the connections. Not that the pair expected to need to be all that dramatic in order to lure the lass in close. The trick would be in not paying her any attention at all. Con began to waggle nonexistent jowls as he deepened his voice into full Elder mode and raised his volume to start causing a scene. “No means no, you recalcitrant robot. You will do as I tell you or I swear -” As he spoke the stoat began to bristle her fur, exposing bits of the grey undercoat beneath her fine ivory fur. Yet to sell being cut off by a mental reply, Con was the one who had to recoil. Widening his eyes as he jerked his head back, then narrowing them dangerously before ‘responding’ again even more loudly. “How dare you insinuate knowing better than your Creator. I’m the one who made your kind, and that means my word is Law. Do you understand, you miniscule marionette of cogs and collagen?!” The stoat’s retort this time was accompanied by a withering salvo of chittering dooks as her claws dug into the top of the stave. It took considerable willpower for Con to react with an appropriate growl building into a good, old-fashioned raving shout. Especially since she was giggling in his head, begging for ‘more! More! Oh, and do the flywheels next!’ Honestly, it was sabotage of the highest order! “Continue this tetchy toddler tantrum, and I swear by the Lords and Ladies that I!” Con began to shake the stave, slamming the butt end of the shaft against the ground with each exclamation for good measure. All to give a bit of extra rave to the one-sided ranting. Emphatic as the motions were, however, he did his best not to make it too hard for his sibling to maintain her perched stance. “Will teach! Your fractious ferretine self! What! The ‘fly’ in flywheels! Truly! Means!” He began to turn as if to get ready and launch his sibling up and over the nearest wall, but he was interrupted by a hand landing on his shoulder. “HEY! OLD GUY! LEAVE OFF, WILL YA?” Lock. Stock. ’And a barrel full of ferrets!’ Connen-Nuete twirled ‘round to face the young woman, having the advantage of his sibling’s mental confirmation to prove their success. Given the occasional absolute lunatic among competitors, the crowd itself had given them a wide berth and much skepticism. But not her. Con’s scowl softened by degrees from the fight to keep a knowing smile from blooming on his face. Harder still was maintaining the gruffness of his falsified voice as he addressed her, despite how grateful he felt that she was proving to be exactly who they had hoped. Rather than a dangerous growl, he was rather certain it was more strangled as he addressed her directly. “And what’s it to you, girl?” “You are being incredibly RUDE. Especially since that,” and she pointed to the stoat atop the stave, “must be a F.E.R.R.E.T. Which means they’re family of Lucar-Narash and Lodesh-Tinphair. So they deserve some RESPECT.” He didn’t reply immediately. Face to face as they now were, he finally had the chance to get a good look at the young woman that Sonya had grown to become. How she had swept her blonde hair up into a stylish half-bun secured by the scalebreaker, and he’d missed earlier that she had left a fair few locks to cascade down her shoulders. Sonya was definitely slim and still rather petite in build, but she was staring at him dead in the eye. Glaring, really. She probably still had a bit of growth to go though, as at a guess she would be around the same physical age as he was at fifteen or thereabouts. The wrist-scarf made from his brother’s gift of a ferretine robe was a nice splash of color, too, on an otherwise drab set of attire. Not more than a plain beige skirt and an off-white blouse, probably speaking of harder times. But there was such spirit in her eyes! Would it last? He needed to be sure. “I treat my children with respect when they earn it. She has yet to gain that privilege, nor have you. Leave a family’s business to their father.” She didn’t recoil away. Both of the siblings could see curiosity spark in her eyes by the slight widening at the mention of ‘my children’, but she didn’t recant. Instead she narrowed her eyes at him and matched his scowl with one of her own. “They are so far beyond you now. You no longer have that right, not after Lucar-Narash fought and died here for his family. Lucar is far more of a father than you can ever claim!” The loyalty she was showing his brother was touching. “Mn? Is that so?” Her opinion logged and noted, but more importantly she had proven sufficient in his eyes. Con glanced towards his sibling, who twitched her whiskers in approval, before dropping the act entirely as he leaned in close to Sonya. “We know you, Sonya,” he whispered softly. “Though no need to disparage my father quite so badly, I was just acting the part to test you.” Even his sibling chimed in. ‘We really were just playing! Hadin really doesn’t act like that to family. Oh, and you’ve gotten much better at pronouncing our relatives’ names, too. We appreciate the effort!’ It rather stole Sonya’s thunder, their sudden admission of charlatan acting. Her righteous anger for a personal cause evaporated into a stunned spluttering. “I...you...wha? How?” Connen-Nuete laughed, albeit softly. Better to let the crowd think the trio resolving the argument peacefully rather than shifting gears quite as thoroughly as they were. “It would be rather awful of us not to recognize the bearer of ferretine gifts. Why my little brother was rather proud of that robe, and my nephew certainly didn’t help his chances any by giving you one of his scalebreakers. Ah, but I’m getting ahead of the point a bit, aren’t I? I’m Connen-Nuete Gan-Kar, and this adorable little bundle of fur is one of my innumerable little sisters.” ‘Charmed to meet you at last! I am Velshara, and I also bear the name-title of the Chronicler, if you’d prefer. Though I’m really his niece, you see. Oh! And feel free to call him Con, the entire Business does.’ “S-Sonya. Sonya Bramshire.” The young lass was still reeling, poor thing. It would have been preferable to take things more slowly, perhaps, and ease her into the concept of telepathic communication. Or maybe it was the revelation that they knew of her rather keenly. Probably both? Indeed, both those things had her struggling to keep up. “Look, Connenwhatever, what I don’t get is how you think you know me.” ‘Why wouldn’t we? They certainly knew you enough to leave you gifts.’ “But that doesn’t~!” Connen-Nuete coughed loudly, interrupting Sonya’s protest before continuing with a bit of an academic tone of voice. Though he did expect Velshara to interweave as he directed their discussion. “Ahem. Sorry. Velshara isn’t really explaining well. See, we know you because Lucar-Narash and Lodesh-Tinphair met you. Knew you, however briefly those interactions were. Tales are shared - spun from memories directly, at least with Lodesh-Tinphair - among our family rather regularly. By the by? It is proper to speak a name fully unless given permission to shorten it. Every male ferret is given a name consisting of two hyphenated syllabic pairs. While us females invariably keep to trisyllabic names. Though the occasional name-Title, like the Chronicler here, break those unspoken traditions. See those titles always bear a significant role to fulfill, sometimes chosen and sometimes forced upon them in order to~” They had reached Sonya’s breaking point. She threw her hands up wildly just to get them to pause long enough for her to get a word in. “Wait! Stop, STOP! Please. Why are you telling me all of this?” He blinked slowly before gazing into her eyes with somber seriousness. “Because we trust you, of course. Oh, and because you’re needed this time around. No gifts for you, but a task!” His expression broke into a rather cheeky grin. “Call it a reward for prior services rendered if you like.” “A task?! Who the hell do you think you are to give me a task to perform like...like…” Con laughed brightly. “Like a trained animal? Nooo, nothing so banal. You see, the Chronicler here needs to watch what goes on this year. Thus her name-title! Lodesh-Tinphair has a habit of warping the truth of what happened, so his story always changes slightly. Even in memory. While Lucar-Narash, well…” A wave of sadness passed over the trio for a moment as the conversation paused at the reminder of what had happened despite Lucar-Narash’s triumph. “Yeah…” came the muted acknowledgement from Sonya. “In any case, the Business itself is loath to allow anyone to come to the Arena anymore. If anyone ever does get permission, then we have to bring along someone to witness what happens. Fair enough, right?” He winked over to Sonya as he led the group to start walking towards his destiny in Factory. “Well, as it stands, the Business has an incredibly difficult time preventing their charming, wonderful leader from managing a bit of mischief on his own.” ‘Meaning he’s off script from what the whole family of Ferrets had agreed upon.’ “Quite! So here I am, ready and willing to compete despite all the very many convincing reasons to the contrary. A mountainous levy of evidence that I had to carefully consider, I assure you. But I can hardly subject my little sister to the perils ahead. Not when there’s a perfectly safe means for her to witness the ghastly affair ahead of me.” Sonya came to a halt and reached out to grasp at the sleeve of his disguise, bringing them all to a momentary stop. He turned his head to regard her, finding himself subject to a concerned frown and searching emerald eyes. “But...why?” At first he assumed she had meant why choose her, but his stomach dropped as he realized her true question. “That’s...more complicated than I can answer quickly. I’ll try, but Velshara will have to explain further, I’m certain. Your mother is still alive, yes?” Sonya nodded, not quite following why Con would ask that. “We’ve...never met ours. Nor will we allow our father to trade places with her.” Cryptic, but it would have to suffice even if it wasn’t the whole truth. And he really, really didn’t have the time to spare to try and explain the entire mess his father had unintentionally put upon his shoulders. Not while said father would only stay in slumber for so long - and the Arena would not wait at all, unless he chose to forfeit. Not on his life. Though it may yet still demand that cost. “Look, it’s complicated. Very, very complicated. But Sonya, friend of F.E.R.R.E.T.s, would you please take Velshara with you to the spectator’s stands? I’m due in Factory and we’re burning what daylight I have left.” Sonya narrowed her gaze. Her lips thinned before settling into a frown before she reluctantly nodded an assent to him. “Fine. But you had best survive or I swear I’ll drag you back from the dead myself. You hear me, brother of Lucar-Narash?” “I promise I will be doing my foremost best to survive, but don’t you ever dare make that promise again, Sonya.” He smiled wanly as he offered Velshara his hand as a step to hop from the stave to Sonya’s shoulder. “At least not again until you’ve heard the tale in full measure of what has led me to be here today. But thank you, truly.” With a glance up to the sky to gauge the time, Con sighed heavily. “Sorry, but I really must be off. Take care of my sister, will you!” Turning about, Connen-Nuete darted off at as quick of a old man’s hobble as he dared within his disguise. It was clear enough to him that her reluctance was entirely out of fear for him. After all, she hadn’t just lived through Lucar-Narash’s death on the sands. She had been there, and as a totally human child no less. It was only natural to fear Death and the way it could lay claim on anyone at a moment’s notice. But it did make him smile to overhear a bit of delightful excitement in his wake as Sonya embraced Velshara properly. “You’re so gorgeous, with fur like freshly fallen snow. And you’re even softer than Lodesh-Tinphair was!” The name may have boasted Factory, but really, Connen-Nuete was having to suppress delighted laughter as he stepped inside the arena. It was all so reassuring, especially for a Gan-Kar. The clanking and purr of heavy machinery, the growing patina of rust decorating the walls, the richness of oil warring with acrid smoke clouding the air… It was as if someone had made a great big playroom for all the kits of the Business to have one big playfight in. All it was missing was a few puddles here and there, honestly. Positively delightful. It frankly undercut any fear from the sudden leaping of his heart to his throat from the rapid acceleration downwards. Levelling out as it did almost, almost took some of the fun away. Freefall would certainly have been an interesting twist to the norm of combat! But it wouldn’t do for an ‘old man’ to hop around in joy and experimentation. Not when there was still a disguise being worn. “About that…” he mused aloud as he hobbled over to the open space on his left. A surprisingly vast gap between himself and another cloaked figure. Though at a guess his competitor in that direction was using their cloak more in the definition of the term rather than his own, festooned with pocket as it was. It all begins with heat… An intonation that began every single one of the lessons passed down to him by his father, Hadin. Even for a natural, instinctual pyrokinetic like himself, there was such rich wisdom in those words. Connen-Nuete’s gaze narrowed into a half-lidded expression as he expanded his mental senses outwards. It would have been so rich to draw from the environment - such a largesse of mechanical waste heat - but he had to stick to his declarations. To his Word. That was the way of the Business. So rather than take from the air, the conductive copper floor, or even the friction of the unseen mechanisms just out of sight? Connen-Nuete looked inwards. Under silken roads and orichalcum super highways, past the sun-kissed tan of his skin beneath his poor disguise. To the radiant heat of himself, pulsing around by meticulous transmission of blood-oil, moving in and out of organs and mechanisms. Dangerous was an understatement. Draw too much from the self and one could pass out or die off, which is why the lesson to do so came far after the first experiences with flame proper. But he needed just enough to spark his fuel into fire. He skimmed from the surface ever so carefully...and still felt a chill run through him as his body momentarily cooled a couple of degrees. Brought it into the palm of his left hand, holding it tight as he grasped the top of the wooden stave. Smiling as he pushed just enough heat into the wood that it caught alight, holding it there as he lifted his gaze to the rest. “Well then. Shall we get this dance started?” Grinning madly - or at least as madly as he could manage beneath such horribly itchy fake-brows - Con took a deep breath while twisting the stave around. Reversing which way was up and touching the bottom hem of his cloak. Catching the cloth on fire as he hobbled from foot to foot and pushed the heat to rise up and around him. Wrapping himself in a raiment of glorious warmth of fire, held in close yet pushed away from harming him through psychically induced circulation trapping the thermal conduction of the air. Transforming his disguise into the fuel he needed, the fuel he craved, that of raw heat bound to his psionic commands. Even as it ate away at the oxygen around him to combust as quickly as he was forcing, thus the deep breath. Though he rather did suppose that to all the rest of the world world, it would probably look like an old man just committed suicide by self-immolation.
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