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With weariness weighing heavily on his eyelids, Lapinche was too tired to even open them. All he knew is that he was lying belly down on a flat surface, arms stretched limply at his sides; he looked like a rabbit being roasted on a spit. His pain was oddly gone along with memory of anything past his whirling fury of a tornado aimed for the sonic archer. Had he killed the archer? What exactly happened? He didn’t really care at the moment. All he wanted was to settle back into the bliss of a thoughtless rest. Once more, nothing moved except for the steady rising and falling of the body from shallow breaths. In the nothingness, something was stirring, never satisfied with current events. Slowly, negligible at first, but as much as he tried to ignore it, Lapinche’s throat began hurting from the breathe he’s taking, each passing of air seemed like a scratch from an obtuse knife, threatening to finally make an incision to cut into the slumber. He laboriously forced his eyes open even though the sticky hold of sleep resisted and left behind thin strands of weariness like webs enmeshing him and pleading him back to a restless sleep. The pain helped him resist the urge; however, as much as he tried, he couldn’t get enough leverage from his forelimbs to raise himself to his two feet, so instead, he reached out feebly with a paw to start walking, very normally as bunnies go, towards the end of as his eyes finally made out, a tunnel. Progress was slow as he lethargically made his way along, but oddly with the passing of time, the exit seemed just as far away as the beginning. When a thought finally crept into his frantic mind, already fraught with worry, however unfortunately, the idea that he might be trapped in an illusion was not the subscription his mind needed. For the lack of another thing to do drove his legs faster, pushing and straining his already tired muscles to the max as he lumbered towards the mouth of the tunnel, now seemingly smirking, mocking him. He slowly ran, without thinking, without effort, and slowly losing any desire to reach the end, not even reacting anymore to the pain each raspy breathe renewed in his throat. Was he just after Water, which by extension, his life? Why did this situation feel so familiar? No longer paying any attention to his surroundings, he simply went through the motions, two quick and light thumps from his forepaws, followed by a spring with his legs, and repeat. Minutes passed as he ran notions through his head in vain, as he kept circling back to the feeling that there is an eerie similarity between his current situation and something that had happened before. Before long, his exhausted muscles finally gave out as he collapsed to the floor, coldness surged past his coat of fur into him, as darkness once again found him. A strident and familiar voice entered his dream, firmly demanding his obedience, and so he obeyed lacking a better alternative. This time he woke up to familiar surroundings, for he was back at the monastery, in the atrium outside the worship hall. He fell asleep leaning against one of the willows decorating the atrium as well as giving it peculiar shade, which formed unique breathtaking silhouettes of nature depending on the time of day. Right now, the picture on the ground was a view from a window of a distant mountain slightly covered by leaves dangling from a nearby bamboo. Oddly, the third leaf on the branch was missing, instead it gave a view of the chrysanthemum garden outside, beautiful except for a freshly dug grave, by which, with just, existing marred the entire landscape. Lapinche never realized the purpose of the large round shadow as the hole, so he avoided it whenever he walked through this atrium; however, right now, he found himself buried alive, the darkness of the image held him in place, as if he’s awaiting judgment. “Rise Lapinche!” commanded the same familiar voice, softer this time. “I thought I had taught you better than that, I’m disappointed in both you and in myself for not instilling enough core values to you.” Once again the voice resumed the firm authoritative tone as it demanded, “Now, do you know why you are here?” The moment Lapinche realized the owner of the voice, he automatically kneeled despite the command and kowtowed to his master. He restrained himself from wanting to look upon the changes a year has brought to his master to restricting his vision no higher than his master’s feet. At his master’s question, he raised his eyes, dared not to rise, and all he could manage was to weakly shake his head in the negative tentatively, fearful what his master’s response might be. “Maybe we should start with an easier question,” his master replied with his harsh edge slightly dulled yet tinged with what can only be said as in an amused tone. “What was the purpose of your journey?” “Little brother went to participate in the Elemental Championships tournament.” “So what was the reason you gave us elders to let you out?” “If I go, I’ll bring glory and honor to our monastery.” “And how do we bring honor and glory to the monastery?” “Little brother knows only of one way, and that is to embody the teachings of the monastery.” “And those teachings are?” “Give respect to the land. Each creature is sacred in its own right. Never impose on others what you would not choose for yourself. Cultivate yourself through mental and spiritual growth. Physical strength is an outward extension of the strength of your inner morals. Forgiveness is a flower bud, let it blossom, not fester. Passion is a double-edged sword, keep it close to its sheath. Live life with honor.” Even though he knew for certain Master was testing him, Lapinche recited them all with almost a banality, for those aphorisms had been etched into his brain since the beginning. Yet, as he got closer to the end, he felt an odd feeling that despite his words being true, something fell from the mark. No matter how much he thought in the brief moments he wasn’t going to impress his master with an epiphany today. “Recite them again for one thousand times,” commanded his master as he disappeared from view again. The shade seemed so cold as he started his labor; he shivered, but resisted the temptation to think about his physical condition as he kept his mind’s eye on the same phrases over and over again. Time passed, but he continued strong without blanking his mind from thoughts, always circling back to the beginning of the Elemental Championships before reliving the moments one by one in fast forward. More time passed, and he failed to notice even the immutable shadows at his feet that should have shifted long ago. A constant counter provided the lifeline for his past, with every 10 repetitions, his whole performance started afresh. No two were exactly the same; however, there was one event he remembered vividly, his fury being spun into his last attack towards the archer, but the memory always faded before the result. The sharp juxtaposition seemed oddly like a trick answer to bedazzle Lapinche into an easy mistake. An answer hidden in the words taunted him, dancing about avoiding any specific pattern in which Lapinche can pick it out. He did nothing more than endured the torture of his failure as he finished his recitation only to have his master’s voice command him to another 1000 repetitions. He is barely whispering by this time, the hoarseness of his throat constricted the passage of air. Even his thoughts slowed, no longer able to maintain the quick pace of his mental replays, slowing down to only per 25. The extra time offered him the luxury to incorporate more into each re-experience, so much so that simple things such as running was in so much detail, Lapinche felt like he was watching his every move in his own performance. He once again lived through shielding a broke opponent before swinging him into a corner only to later use him as a pole to swing to safety from an ice beam, as well as his attack on the earth user than went awry as the warning wasn’t registered in time. He felt his mind wander to these two individuals, where are they now? Did they survive the ceiling collapsing? His questions held back the usual rage he felt at this point of the memory, giving him another perspective of the final seconds. Amidst the falling rubble he danced his whirling pirouette of doom, turning all that entered the maelstrom into dust. Nothing touched him as he spun towards the archer. The uneven terrain from the fallen ceiling made the footing precarious, and his injuries throbbed incessantly, increasing in intensity with each successive spin. Nevertheless, he willed himself on, closer and closer to the archer; when suddenly, as he was on top of the archer, struggling to keep consciousness, just readying to lower the tornado onto her, a light descended upon the arena, blanking out his vision and his mind, as he crumpled to the floor, thus ending the memory. He had failed, for even his determination couldn’t carry himself towards a simple goal. He wasn’t lacking in the talent department, nor was he ever a slacker at putting in effort for training, in essence, he was ready to take the competition by storm, but instead he couldn’t finish off one girl. The mental torture reduced the pain of his physical ones as self-doubt immersed every facet of him, drowning out his very existence, save for the very vestiges of the teachings of the monastery, consistently forming in his lips. From that, he latched on to the primal teachings, embedded into his very soul, reaffirming the strength of the teachings as they slowly built Lapinche back up with brand new enlightenment. He had no idea how long he remained inside himself, but when he came to, he had stopped reciting, and finally, the final iteration of the teachings made sense to him as the missing piece fell into place, and he realized his mistake. He had allowed his over-righteous emotions take control of his fury and direct it towards seriously harming someone, instead of seeking to protect those in need. “A harsh lesson learned,” said his master, who suddenly reappeared once more. “However, since you transgressed the monastery laws, you will serve a penitence of a year’s time, during which you may not set foot inside the monastery.” Lapinche hung his head in hearing the sentence, yet tranquility was all that he had with the decision as he already looked ahead to the challenges he was going to have to face and overcome. “Also, Lapinche, you will be forced to wear these ear bands.” His master took from his sleeves two silver and metallic rings, and with a snap of his figures, they appeared on Lapinche’s ears. “I will not tell you their purpose, for that is something you have to discover. Think of them as finality to this lesson. Now then, since you are not physically here, the sentence hasn’t been compromised. See you in one year’s time.” Lapinche’s world once again faded away in something of an occurrence that is happening way too often to him recently. Cold gravel and dirt pressed against his belly, bring him out of ignorance into the world of the cavern naked except for a belt and unmarked by any injuries. So that was just a really complicated dream from deliria. Feeling slightly relived, he moved his head away from the floor, he felt the presence of a foreign object burdening down his ears, creating metallic scratches as they moved in the debris. His eyes reluctantly found the ear bands, fear briefly skated across his heart, leaving a thin mark. With an irregular pulse, fresh blood carried with it slight shivers as it circulated. Fortunately, his mind, fresh from a the recent raping in which the lessons it carried firmly stuck, soon took over and spread its will in the form of a spherical shell, slowly expanding and exerting its resolve throughout, and the heart was calm once more. He had steeled himself with conceding acceptance, for that was the only option open to him. Pushing himself up onto his hind legs, Lapinche finally realized that he was near the entrance of the arena. He looked around in hopes to catch a glance of his fellow contestants, but the debris spread throughout the arena blocked him from getting a clear view. In a new light, he wanted to see if the other contestants are alright, but he ultimately dissuaded himself from entering the arena, for he knew that if he survived, the others most likely would too. Besides, he saw no one in the stands except for a few who were apparently picking up trash, which meant time had already long abandoned his rescue of his fellow contestants. Furthermore, he had no skill in the art of healing except basic abilities with herbs, but there were wise men here who had already healed him. So beyond a doubt, the others had either been treated equally or were taken to further battle, then that was out of his control. A sudden pinch on his stomach brought him out from his musings along with exuberance that his flea had received healing as well and still lived. He let the flea drink. His spirits lifting slightly, he straightened his belt and began traveling in the tunnel to leave the arena behind along with his cloak buried beneath a piece of the ceiling, once more naked in rebirth to try again, to begin the first day of his exile on a high note.
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