~Lion Eagle~ -> RE: =AQ= Meet teh Mods: ||>Noah_B<|| (6/19/2005 23:07:54)
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*pops out of wall* boo! *meep* Man in the wall! Lately I find that life is not worth anything. My good days are like a wonderful dream but the bad days mean their destruction. Agree? Very much so... Although I may feel like life is not worth anything, I do know that the worthlessness I feel is just found within me and my attitude towards myself. Life is great, it's more fantastic and beautiful than anything else however that view get's blurred and tainted as I sit and linger on things/days come and gone. I've been working on trying to let yesterday be dead and gone...and look forward to the next moment of life, the future is something to look forward too. This message is written in milk <--what does that say? This message is written in milk Got any siblings? I have a brother that I hate Younger sister, I used to hate her.. but now it's not worth the extra effort to hate her. Once my life gets bad enough how should I kill myself? You shouldn't... Life will never get that bad. People allow themselves to believe that life is "that bad". Suicide is giving up, quiting.. throwing in the towel. And it's not something to take very lightly. Personally from my own account, I've been to a point - many times - where death seemed like the best and only solution but I learned after the fact that I was far from right. Death is never the answer, no matter how bad things get... thre is always a way out or something to find hope in, something to grab onto - hold firm to - and weather the storm. If you are/have been considering killing yourself... I would encourage you to seek help. Serious help, don't hold that inside of you. Allow others around you to help you out and get you through whatever tough times you may be having. Trust me, I've attempted suicide before.. it's not pretty, it's not fun, it's not funny, it's not cool, it's not the answer, it's not a solution, it helps nothing, it only destroys. You're not alone, you're never alone. Do you like my sig even though the first half is in Paint and the other is dots'n'dashes art? You'll understand the spider if you play Tibia... You know, I had a funny feeling that you were going to ask me about your sig. So I took a good look at it before editing this message. Yes, I do like it.. infact I love paint artwork - I think it's AWESOME. And I see the spider but I haven't played Tibia.. =S Heard of Runescape? Heard of and played. Yes. Heard of Tibia? Heard of but haven't played. No. Do you like griffins? Very much so... I was very fasinated (still am) by certain mythological beasts/creatures. One of which is the Griffin! n_n Do you like pythons? I'm a python fan -yes. Infact I worked with snakes for a while. Teaching animal/science classes. What do you think death is like? Death.. hmm. Some say death is only the beging. I used to believe death was something I could toy with but it's not, I've learned my mortality. Death will come when it comes, that shall be my time.. I hope that everything I did up to that point was worth something. Death is something you can't really state what "it's like".. everyone has a different experiance with death. Personally I think it's a cold/shallow thing that is hard to get over. I hate loosing people, it's a tough experiance having someone taken from you without an understand or answers. I've had a people that I've known very well taken from this world and an early age, I'm still scared and hurt by their loss. Death or life? Life Love or hate? Love Smack my brother or punch him? [:D] Hmmm.. I'm a fan of the flick and pinch. Muhaha Do you hate it when people read over your shoulder? I do... Yes, it's very annoying. My favorite colors are teal violet green black and bloodred Oooo pretty! I like ... red, black, royal blue, white, pink, and greens *runs away through hole in wall* don't worry about me...I'll be back...I think. Farewell man in the wall.. do come back!
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